Distraction

I am looking for distractions, I am currently unemployed, house mom, who is feeling depressed and not happy about a lot of things. I have no motivation to improve anything at the moment. Not looking for ideas, but crocheting has become a happy distraction. At least I feel like I am accomplishing something. I have given up working out for the time being, I miss it. I have given up being hungry as well. I do not want to get along with anyone but I dislike arguing. Right now my sanity seems to be tied up in yarn...I feel like I am drowning in upset. It’s the weirdest thing. I just want to pick up and move, and never look back. Any ideas on a place to go that is always peaceful? I want no one to argue with and no one to judge my every movement, no micro managers allowed.

Also I made another baby blanket the other day, and I gave it away, I will try to remember to post a picture of it when I can. So this is number three that I plan to give away at church this Sunday, going to hopefully be one every Sunday until caught up. Should be interesting to say the least. But is is safe to say that I will not be buying any more yarn from Target, it wasn’t that bad, but the knots every so often were more often that I would have liked due to splicing. Several in one ball over and over is useless to me. Right now I am working with Premier yarn, Sweet Roll, colorway Jello Pop. I really like this combination.