Land of the Lost, a.k.a. my Mind

Anyone else out there have ADHD? I find it so hard to focus these days. I feel overwhelmed and like I never actually accomplish anything because by the time I start whatever I am going to do someone in the house will tear it up, make it dirty or complain about something. I rarely get on the computer at home, which is why I like to take my iPad with me when I go places. This is rare because of the 4 kids, of course. I love them but I feel like I am sinking. Anyone else get these feelings? I am sure you do, but who really talks about it? There is too much to do. I can never do it all. It always has to be me right? What will they do when they move out? I will likely not visit their places very often if they are as messy as they are now, lol. Really though, I do mean it. I get so stressed out when things are a mess and I feel like I just break. I hate wasting time, I hate taking time for things like doing nails too. It just seems inevitable that I will have to redo them, right? Sorry I am rambling. I posted a new pattern in Ravelry. I should have posted it ages ago, but never wanted to sit down only to have someone breathing over my shoulder as they do. I know it's not an intentional thing that they do, but again, stresses me out. I think I need some sun. Maybe cabin fever is getting the best of me. Anyhoo, I posted a new pattern, have made a couple of hats from it, and is now for sale as the Parisi Beanie...I have to admit, one of my favorite hats to wear right now.